my contrasting feelings of love

that musical chime is ringing once again
pleasing my ears and delights my senses
somewhat arousing the feelings i'm having

here comes the owner of the great chime
the source, the reason, who possesses all
not knowing what her intentions are..

though i'm starting to fall for her, once again!
though i hate to, though i doubt..
i think, i guess, i've fallen, once again!

o wait, my friend, for i may be wrong..
i'm tired of thinking, my heart is breaking
i think and i believe, that, that love never left

though i'm scared to choosing and breaking
excited yet shaking, in a decision i hate to do
the risk i hate to take but love to have