it's there: love for you

it just comes back every now and then
keep coming and not wanting to die
like a pest, a plague, a problem maybe
a kind of dilemma or quandary of it
it will haunt and suddenly stop
but one thing's for sure..it's with you
can't you see, i'm clueless right now
a feeling, a state, where i never wanted to be
when i reminisce, i can't prevent you
and before i avoid..it's already there
it's there..with you
flowing in the surface of my cheeks
hurting and crying for the moments past
wishing and hoping someday it'll relive
o i think it's love..a true love of course
full of hope and overflowing memories
treasured and cared underneath..
the pillow of everlasting love for you