8.06.2005

jealous

don't bother coming over
spending minutes of your life
with this man offering his all
and you? offering friendship?
that he truly hates and never appreciates

it's your care for him he knows
your presence and not your friendship

you make him feel still
stupid, jealous and unknown with your own man
a man he doesn't know exist and
never wanted to know for
it hurts for him to swallow this fact

of course, that offer is just then
uncomparable with what he has to offer

it is fate for him
to stop, wait and be jealous forever
it is fate for him
to fall and not hope for your heart anymore
it is fate for him
to never try having you
to never try stepping further
but just to wish you happiness
and just be jealous for everything
you narrate to him