the life, life?

no one told me
this was life
hard but with enjoyment
crazy but with happiness
all definitely with fulfillment

i could tell, i'm not just simply excisting
--living maybe

i could tell i never played it well
--not until now

my life started just here
--just now
not before, when i was somebody
but now, here, that i became nobody
a life even though simple
..full of ups and downs
with empowering love..

my life..